Hi my name is Kelly Jacobini, I live an Abundant Life wherever I am with my family. I have a husband, 3 children ages 10 and 14 and 1 kitty who is considered a Fur child. I searched for a long time to find something, I felt like a piece was missing from my life, I wasn't always walking with God (He was there tho through it all). But a very important call in 2017 woke up my Spirit and I've been in it ever since!  He found me and the missing piece no longer missing! - the Love that never ends, never changes, a Father who loves me no matter what and will meet with me anytime, any place, 24/7. He is the greatest comforter, a wonderful counselor, knows my needs even before I do, and He is such a Great Father. He has shared with me these passed few years that He isn't going anywhere and He will move the mountains, that's how much He loves us! 

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After I was called in 2017 I jumped All In and went on a journey, to a new place with my family and God brought me to a new space with lots of friends. After arriving in our new home in 2019 in Vermont, after a 9 month living situation in a small 2 bedroom apartment in New Hampshire, after leaving our 3 bedroom home in Massachusetts, about 9 months had passed and my world was about to be flipped upside down when I got the news that my husband no longer wanted to be married to me, seems Jesus wasn't on his radar and he wanted out.

Well at the time that didn't seem like the best plan but later would find out it was the biggest blessing. Although losing a relationship isn't easy nor is it anyone's first choice, it was absolutely amazing what God did in those years when we (my kids and I, and my husband) were living together during the separation. Yup, that's right, he didn't move out, he had plans to move out but came to me and asked me if it would be ok if he stayed there for a bit, and I said yes, what I thought about was, would Jesus kick him out of the house? I didn't think that's where Jesus's heart would be in this, so I had him stay, so he moved his room to the other part of the house, which I remember moving day for that, it wasn't an easy one, but thank the Lord He was with me, felt more at peace with Him there. I'm actually really thankful for the big home we were in, it really was an answer to our needs for the next few years as we all lived there for a long while till the house details could be worked out and the divorce was final. And since then me and the kids weren't treated super great since my husband at the time had no respect for God or for Jesus and had no interest in our faith. He felt God was the enemy, His wife had become another person, but the truth is the Lord was exactly what we all needed, I changed for the good and it was because of Him. He sets the captives free, He is good and has good intentions for our lives. But every year prayers for him and the kids were made. I was teaching the kids from the very beginning of my journey in 2017 about God and Jesus and when my husband found out he was not happy about it at all. But every month I would stand and I wouldn't waiver and I would still teach our kids about God and Jesus, praying he would make a change too. Showing love when it was sometimes hard to do so and leaning on God for it all. 

After we had signed the divorce papers and I just want to say it was sad and heartbreaking, I remember crying on my knees in front of the printer as I tried to get copies of the divorce papers to get them mailed out to the appropriate people (I went into the court with God and Holy Spirit and Jesus's power in me, I didn't hire a lawyer, I knew God would be my lawyer and Jesus would be my advocate), honestly I don;t remember taking this many risks before, the boldness seems to grow year after year, You can imagine the feelings of this part, I don't like divorce, and I don't believe it's a solution, but I do believe, that God has a purpose of turning it all over for the Good. And over time I realized why I too needed this change. I was being set apart for a reason. God and I were journeying together and embarking on new things together, I was growing, and learning who I am in God, my true identity. And remembering that blessed are those who are rejected or persecuted for Jesus's sake.

Eventually I got some not great news about 4 months after the signing of the papers, that my ex-husband was seeing someone else way before the signing of the papers from what I heard, which hit me real hard, cause I had been praying for restoration for many years and that he would eventually come to God and Jesus, but I had received a message at the signing of the papers to let him go. But I also understood it was ok to move on and I know that the way to move on would be Jesus, God and Holy Spirit until whatever came next, Allowing Him to heal me in areas I needed, it took some time to really understand that I could move on. I was still upset about it, Jesus really healed me though, Praise God!!

What was interesting tho was that I met a man before this "girlfriend" news and I had felt feelings for him but didn't understand why, I somehow felt guilty to have feelings for someone else after I had prayed for the previous relationship for so long, but that guilt was not necessary, EVER. I had not been in the dating scene for over 20 years, so you can imagine the feelings, the "is this love?" questions, "how does this work?  What is Kingdom dating like?" etc, because I just didn't know. I had prayed during the separation time for a new person in my life who loved Jesus, God and Holy Spirit as much as I do, to be able to share with, dance with, talk with about all things 'Jesus, God and Holy Spirit', someone who would be a-ok with me and who I am in God, because I'm gonna be the way God made me regardless. I spent a lot of years in a relationship before, trying to "fit in", however I was not meant to "fit in" there because I "fit in" with the Kingdom instead, set apart, with God's plan.

I didn't know if this relationship was what I prayed for, but I prayed about it before saying anything or starting anything, and I heard in my ear one day 'long kingdom relationship', so I leapt in with 2 feet and took an R-I-S-K spells FAITH jump and tried something NEW. 

Now over 3 years later I'm now remarried to a wonderful man, that's great with our kids, loves me, loves to pray is ok with blasting Faith music as much as I do and loves God! Praise the Lord!!!

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Praise God for NEW!!

There have been changes with my ex-husband who is open with the kids going to church when they are going, been open to prayer at times, and we (my husband and I) have continued to pray for not only him but also his wife to come to Jesus. While we all were in the same building,, it was because of God's wonderful peace, His strength and His love that we were able to do it, thank you Lord!!

There is always Hope!

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It's been a wild ride, God has really helped me to overcome a lot on this journey. Doing things I didn't think I'd be doing, going places I didn't know I would go, and having an adventure of a lifetime, that's what  we get with God a lifetime, an abundant lifetime, for eternity.

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